Ending a chapter

 

Me a year later

Ending something that was the MOST important thing in my life for so many years is a hard thing to do. But I've finally know that it is what is best for me. I had such high hopes for my future, but now I'm just kind of in limbo. I don't know what to do with myself. I'm posting the picture above because I want to get in better shape and this is the starting point. Maybe I'll post another picture just like this after a few months. I'm hoping to get my waist & stomach back in shape. So that is one goal I hope to achieve. I have a new kitty (Mandy) and her and Noodles are adjusting, so I guess getting them in a good place with each other is another goal.

So yeah, I've hit rock bottom in my life, so the only place to go is up. And I'm determined to try and be a better person because of all the experiences I've had the past 15 years. Many experiences that haven't been good and have torn up my insides. Tested my faith in people and have left a really bad taste in my mouth.

I'm going to take it minute by minute, not day by day because this is so painful it hurts my heart 😢

Eyes of sadness